Last year. I went to an operation… It was not that painful because the doctor used laser to melt the "tumor-like" thing inside my sinuses of my nose.. The hardest thing I experienced after the operation was the feeling of uneasiness of breathing cause there is a band of bandage inside my nose and I am prohibited to eat hot foods.
The day after my release to the hospital I myself decided to take a bath soon as I got home..I was so excited, then suddenly I sneeze very hard while taking a bath.. My heart beat just goes 200 beats per minute..hahah..but seriously it happened because I felt something has been changed inside my nose.. after a few minutes I felt something in my mouth.. it was a short strand of bandage that was out inside the passage of air that is connected to the mouth and our noses.. The bandage was stuck in there and I was crying for help.. “nanay, hilain mo nalang..huhuuh.. my mother said.. hindi pwede mahaba yan.. tska d pa time baka magbleed ka pa ditto.
My mother immediately called my father for help..and still I feel like vomiting because the bandage was stuck in there…
Upon arriving to the hospital..i fell down while going out of the taxi.. I just felt my knees weak and I cannot stand anymore.. the security guard at st.lukes readily pick me up with the wheel chair and go straight to the emergency room. My doctor was under an operation and he cannot be called to cure me.. then all the nurses just told me to calm down, everything is gonna be okay.. I just smiled.. one doctor just approached me and cutted the short strand of bandage inside my mouth.. I felt the relief after he cutted that short strand.. but the anxiety in my head still remains because it was not yet the end of my sorrowful days..
After one week, we visited my doctor to remove the bandage inside my nose.. Yahoo! Atlast it was over, I was advised spray something to prevent irritation to my fresh wound in my sinuses.. But thank God I can breathe now through my nose after some time….
**i just realized, i am so blessed and lucky to what kind of life i have right now.. hai.. though i got this sinus thingy inside my nose, math17 problem, etc. Okay lang iyon..astig lang talaga ang nag-plano sa buhay ko kaya niya ako lalo pang ni-chachalenge para maging stronger pa sa pagdating ng mas matitinding pagsubok.. hai... hope i can survive sa buhay kong ito....drama ko.. hai.... ganito lang tlaga pag- di maintindihan ang math.... hai..................................
Currently feeling: nababaliw
hai.....